Aldub: Eat Bulaga's Most Awaited Feature

Many people are really unto that Aldub something. I'm nor hater or a fan. I find it entertaining. I knew about the news in inquirer.net. They met each other and that was a great event. I'm just amazed. by it. :D Richard Aldens was awesome in some ways, I cant deny that he's handsome also, and Maine Mendoza, she's really beautiful and really simple. I like her from the start while she's doing her dubmash/vines. I'm not against them. No wonder they can really attract the attention of the viewers. Meanwhile, in the Philippines this is the trending topic. Eat Bulaga really did it.

But, aside from that, I also want to congratulate my ex crush Terrence Romeo and GILAS! XD for winning their game with Team USA. On the way to gooo! Good luck for the next game later with Taiwanese people. Speaking of Taiwan. That reporter named Jenny Yu? Hmm. I'm not bitter but, Why did she say that to Terrence? "Last question, Can I be your Juliet?" I was like. Whoah. Okay Stop, hahaha! If Eat Bulaga has Aldub. Now Jones Cup have this RomYu thing. People this days. :3

Take care! Thanks for reading. XD

Vacation Over

Web,

My hands still feel numb. I'm writing lately but, I think my hands are not yet ready for school again. But, I have to get ready, because I HAVE TO WRITE TOMORROW! Advanced semi finals for our Organic Chemistry. Exam. Exam. Back to quizzes again. But still, I'm on vacation mode. HAHA.

Okay Okay. Get ready now. ^_^ Another week. (just two days :3)

Dark and Concealed

Hey Web,

I'm currently feeling unease. I knew, she didn't like me. I thought she was also my friend. But no, she isn't like that in my impression. I don't understand either.

I think I'm back from being stupid. I'll only get hurt if I keep on doing this. Just like the old days. When I'm still approachable. When I like having many friends. I'd rather be isolated than having a lot of friends and make me look like a fool. I was their laughing stock. I was their clown. Because my personality looks like that. I'm even addressed as lesbian. I look like a boy. What can I do, I don't want to lose my friends.

But, I became like this. I realized that I was really a fool. If I have been more serious, more physically and mentally strong, I wouldn't have to experience that. I changed myself my personality, my looks, I become more conscious. I had my thoughts to be obscured.

I like this me. This is the better one.

Alexithymia

Dear Webbie!

Hi!

I've been having this experience. Maybe I'm inspired? I know what I've been everytime I took glance unto that thought I've been keeping on feeling that. I'm happy, satisfied, or thankful, I don't know if that would describe it.

Thankful though, that it helps me in some ways. Maybe, if I continue this I wouldn't miss anything and I'll gain something I do hope.

Greatly, I have to be happy. I know this helps.

Win over

Dear Web,

I remembered my last post here, (it was deleted though, crap me) I've been practicing my coldness at that time. I prefer to be alone. I never had intimate friends here. Even when I'm at AUP, I'm satisfied of being alone.

I could easily go to the cafeteria and eat alone. But here, I couldn't do that, they would label me as loner or different.

Maybe one of the reasons why as what I see in myself now, I'm diffident, or sometimes (frequently >_<) insecure. But I could conquer it, if I want to.

I have this current friend here that at first when I saw her, I feel intimidated I tried to approach her but afterwards, she approached my and initiate our closeness. My insecurity was gone. She is now my close friend. Or rather my only close friend, and I'm thankful for that. I directly saw how I conquered my weakness.

I hope not only to her. Because of some girls, I feel intimidated but I can't win to my fear because they have this "we-can't-be-close-aura". I don't know what to do.

I wan't to. I really want to.

New week

Magandang araw! Web,

Another week has passed. Done with my exams. At last. I could breathe. :D

Maybe now I'll just sleep or browse internet then wash my clothes. :3

Geez. I would like to rest more and more haha. I feel so relieved~

Good day. ^_^

Unsafe world

Dear Web,

My best friend here told me that someone in our place back home got into an accident. I was very scared of the story. I seldom here this in reality. Never seen and got into that kind of accident. She got hit by a truck while riding a motor and here head got off her body..

I'm pursuing a medical course, and I'm aware that personally, I can see that kinds of bodies.

I don't want to see but, I have to conquer my fear. I am fully aware of that. I hope I could get over it. And I hope that wouldn't happen to anyone, especially to my friends.

As my mom told us, that we just have to pray always. Be careful.

-Zz